WARNING!: THIS BLOG CONTAINS HIGH INTENSITY OF CHEESY-NESS. A SIDE OF ME YOU MAY HAVE NEVER SEEN BEFORE. DO KEEP A PUKE BUCKET AT BAY.YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Be Nice To Thy Wives


Husband: Whenever I get mad at you, you never fight back. How do you control your anger?

Wife: I clean the toilet bowl.

Husband: How does that help?

Wife: I use your toothbrush.





Damnnnn.Revenge is sweet!
;)


Natasha A. Juan


Saturday, November 20, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR LOVER
















It kills me to not be there for you on your special day. But I promise you I'll make it up to you. You have been there for me through the stormy days and you certainly have been with me laughing throughout the calm. I love you more than I can say and there is no one else more dear to my heart than you. You showed me patience, passion, and love like no other.

On this special day itself, we found each other. How we met, and fell in love, well there will be another time to  for that. Today, 21st November, marks a beautiful and special day for my dearly beloved. It's his birthday (as if you all do not know that already).

I'll be with you sooner than you know. I am missing you so much and I am celebrating your special day with you,please remember that I am only a beat away.

To the man who gave me the freedom to submit freely and willingly with a love that surpasses all understanding;

I love you with all my loving heart and soul.

Your lover,
Natasha A. Juan

Friday, November 19, 2010

D.R.A.I.N.E.D

Dear Time Master,

Please do me a favor and heal my tears and wears.





Your slave,
Natasha A. Juan

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Colonel "Hannibal" Joe


Meet the love of my life...


































He entertains me on lonely days. You'll get to see more of him soon. ;)



Love,
Natasha A. Juan

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Hurt & Love


Precious Love,

Just so you know these two powerful emotions have something in common.

You feel it in the pit of your stomach,
you feel it in the center of your bones,
you feel it from the crown of your head,
to the soles of your feet.

Then again it is better to feel something, than to feel nothing at all.


I'm a thinker, and I worry way too much (yes, even the unnecessary). Most of the time, 'knowing' things makes me understand but does not make me accept any better. I tend to follow my blood, which sometimes does not rush to the direction of my brain. Hence, I make a lot of mistakes, and wrong bloody calls. Somewhere along the way, 'people' do get hurt. I truly am, sorry.



But,


Trust me, I love what you are and what you do. I am here for better or worse, whenever. Happiness and sadness run parallel to each other it seems. When one takes a rest, the other one tends to take up the slack. Just please, bear with me.

Hey, look at me, don't look away. Don't ever, do that. I love you. Theres always a rainbow after it rains and so they say.  But I won't be waiting for you at the rainbows end. I will walk with you, if you allow me to. I am a clumsy person. I will trip occasionally, but with you I know, I will not fall.

I am a woman with many principles, most of my friends are aware of that. I know you do too. But, I'd rather lose my pride to someone I love, rather than losing someone I love with my useless pride."What matters to you matters to me". Yes, 'you' said that to me once, I'll be holding on to that for as long as I can.



p/s: I love you, with all my heart and soul.



Your lover,
Natasha A. Juan




Unresolved


























I told a lie today.



































Even the 'strong', has it's weakest days.
























Natasha A. Juan

Monday, November 8, 2010

The Man Behind The Mask






The man in the mask then handed me a rose. At this point, I was certain that I knew who it was. It was my lover. He took off his mask and kissed me and hugged me so tight. He kept on saying, "I missed you so much and I love you." 

The love of my life flew down to surprised me on Halloween and my two friends was his accomplice. That was the sweetest thing ever. The truth is, I dislike surprises. I dislike the fact of not able to see things coming my way. 

Left to right: Fahriee, Me and the Love of my life.


I then recalled something Fahrie said to me during dinner before the Halloween, only now that it adds up.

Fahrie: Tasha, do you think tonight is going to be a good night?

Me: (without any enthusiasm) I dunno. If it is a goodnight it'll be a good night, if it isn't that it isn't. (typical me)

Fahrie: I have a feeling tonight is going to be a good night. (smiling)

My lover told me this once, "I am coming home to you my love, this time I am bringing you a rose". He is a man of his words. That night, that particular Halloween night. He never took his eyes and hands of me and whispered 'I love you' throughout the night. It'll be a night I'll always remember.






















He drew me a beautiful memory.


To my friends, thank you, thank you, thank you. 

To the love of my life, Andreas Dyrman Dasan, Loving you is the 'highlight' to my everyday. Happy 11 months and 8 days. I love you with all my heart, with all my soul.





















Lot's of love,
Natasha A. Juan