Precious Love,
Just so you know these two powerful emotions have something in common.
You feel it in the pit of your stomach,
you feel it in the center of your bones,
you feel it from the crown of your head,
to the soles of your feet.
Then again it is better to feel something, than to feel nothing at all.
I'm a thinker, and I worry way too much (yes, even the unnecessary). Most of the time, 'knowing' things makes me understand but does not make me accept any better. I tend to follow my blood, which sometimes does not rush to the direction of my brain. Hence, I make a lot of mistakes, and wrong bloody calls. Somewhere along the way, 'people' do get hurt. I truly am, sorry.
But,
Trust me, I love what you are and what you do. I am here for better or worse, whenever. Happiness and sadness run parallel to each other it seems. When one takes a rest, the other one tends to take up the slack. Just please, bear with me.
Hey, look at me, don't look away. Don't ever, do that. I love you. Theres always a rainbow after it rains and so they say. But I won't be waiting for you at the rainbows end. I will walk with you, if you allow me to. I am a clumsy person. I will trip occasionally, but with you I know, I will not fall.
I am a woman with many principles, most of my friends are aware of that. I know you do too. But, I'd rather lose my pride to someone I love, rather than losing someone I love with my useless pride."What matters to you matters to me". Yes, 'you' said that to me once, I'll be holding on to that for as long as I can.
p/s: I love you, with all my heart and soul.
Your lover,
Natasha A. Juan