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Lot's of love,
Natasha A. Juan

I Thank You. Yes. Y.O.U.

To:My father, my mother, my brother, my lover, my good friends, teachers, my dog; and everyone else whom I have crossed paths with.

I thank you, for the faith all of you had in me.

I thank you, for being the greatest teachers in life.

I thank you,  for the unconditional love and guidance and to have learned; that a mistake once made can be amended. I just need to forgive myself in order to move on.

I thank you, for despite my arrogance; you still stood by me until I can once think clearly again.

I thank you, for understanding me even when you couldn't accept the facts of what I have done.

I thank you  for the time spent on me.

I thank you, for how hard you have worked to give me a home; giving me the best you can, sparing yourself so little.

I thank you for; even when we are not together as a couple. You still treat me as a friend.

I thank you, for allowing me to be in my worst behavior despite my best. Yes, I have learned that;

although I have the right to be angry. I do not have the right to be cruel. Forgive me, if I had done so.

I thank you, for even when I have left you all alone for a day. You never loved me any less.

I thank you, for keeping me company, when instead there is some place you'd rather be.

I thank you, for viewing my blog and reading my shared thoughts.


Just so you know,I am not original (how can one be?). For what I am and have become NOW is bits and pieces of the people I've grown with and came to know, what I have learned; even through the right and wrong. I realize and appreciate all you have given and shared with me and I know by all means to say THANK YOU and I love you.=)

With much love from 'ME' your; daughter, sister, lover, friends, ex-girlfriend or even a complete stranger (to the readers),
Natasha A. Juan

Christmas without You

There was a hole in my heart the day you left, but I have filled the hole with the love you once gave to me.












It's impossible to think of Christmas, without reminding of you... I love you..

Your beloved granddaughter,
Natasha A.Juan @Shasha

Family Matters (In Images)

Meet "Mystique" my Aunt Doris's cat. Well, that's not its real name, I have no clue how to pronounce her real name... But I like the sound of "Misty".
























Here she is again. Looking cute effortlessly. She has the most hypnotic eyes. Agree?



















My adorable soul mate and faithful sleeping partner for almost 10 years with my gorgeous mother.



















Hehe... I may be small but I LOVE food. I have a hearty appetite and I am indeed one messy eater.



















A scene I captured from Buntal Seafood, located 35 kilometers away from Kuching City.



















My loving parents. Haha. Dad, what are you doing?I sure do love you both!



















He is a man who appreciates his drink, a lover, a never ending joker, my soulmate and best of all he is MY FATHER.



















Another panoramic view of Kampung Buntal.




















"Happy Holidays, all!!!!"

Lot's of love,
Natasha A.Juan

Nek.... I miss you.... ;'(

My grandma passed away on the 5th of February 2009. I was about 10 minutes late. She was 92 years young. We just her burried last Sunday, 8th February. I miss you so much, Nek. I wish you were here. Christmas, Gawai, Mother's Day and other celebrations will never be the same. It breaks my heart going to your house now that you're gone. Everything in it reminds me of you and I can still hear your voice inside of my head. I know you're in a better place but I can't help but cry when I think of you. You were always there for me when I needed you, but I wasn't always there for you. I don't think I'm ready to go on with this... I will update later..

My beloved Inik, Flora Umpang Linang (1917-2009)


p/s: I will celebrate your life and I will always hold you close, in my heart...