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Saturday, February 6, 2010

Battle Of My Own Sex

They say Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus. Men tend to say that women are complicated creatures and hard to be understood. Women say the exact same thing about men. Well the thing is, I am a woman. Yet, I find it hard to even understand; my own self. 





















These two scantily clad people are my nenek moyangs (ancestors). Meet Adam and Eve. Oh. I bet you do know them. They are yours too.

My personal opinion? Men and women understand each other quite well. But, they/I/we/you/he/she might have a problem on accepting the facts.The fact on which we are just so different.

I used to say to my friends, " You don't have to accept everything, but, at least understand it". Saying it to them is pretty darn easy. Commencing it on my own, however, *sigh* is most definitely a challenge.




A confused, but, happy citizen from Venus,
Natasha A. Juan

Friday, February 5, 2010

Cult Films: Malaysian-ised

Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind















Malaysian-ised:
















Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain






















Malaysian-ised:


















The Italian Job


  


















Malaysian-ised:






















The Malaysian-ised photos are taken by Danial Radzmi.

Pretty darn cool, I have to say. Anyway, I just thought my findings are worth sharing. Thank you for viewing. Godspeed.

With love,
Natasha A. Juan

Monday, February 1, 2010

What 'He' Said That Made Me Rose

I couldn't find the words to express what was troubling me last night. It was just one of those days when I felt rather melancholic. Thinking to myself that it is not 'His' burden to carry; I kept on pushing him away when he kept on wondering "why?". I wanted to end the conversation, fearing my mood swings would affect the love that we already had. As I attempted to escape; he said this:

"don't you run from me my love.
 don't you ever do that.

 don't let me go further than you..
 be together with me..

 i do understand..
 how hard it is..
 to not feel my presence..
 there with you..

 love..
 survive
 please..
 stay strong..
 don't let your grips go..

 walk again.
 don't be hasty..
 for that day will come..
 without you realizing it..

 please..
 don't let go.
 if it bears so much burden to you, if it opens up your wounds,
 if it does no good for you, if it brought up so much pain to you.
 if its too harsh for you.. and if you have decided to go..
 you may go..

 love is not something pain, harsh, wounding, that burdens..
 love is.. love..
 love is fire..

 love is not love..
 which alters when alteration finds
 or bends with the remover to remove

 no! it is an ever fixed mark
 that looks on tempest
 and is never shaken
 it is the star to every wandering bark
 whose worth's unknown
 although his height to be taken.

 cuando amor no es locura, no es amor
 when love is not madness
 it is not love

 stay with me.. for the love we had..
 you may leave.. if it is not love you saw..

 my love..
 i am here with you..
 are you with me, my love?

 i am here to share all those madness
 you're in..
 bear it with you.
 solve them with you..
 no problems are without solutions..

 even if there was..

 remember this my love..
 remember this.
 sharing thoughts opinions are not debates on who is right or wrong..
 there no total answers to right or wrong; what could have been right, can be   wrong;
 what has been wrong all those times, might have been right all along
 it is all about.. which roads are you going to take.

 am i mad to do so?
 am i an idiot to have been in love with you?
 yes.. i am insane..
 for your love.
 and i love it.
 and i love you so.

 i love you."

Andreas D. Dasan






*For your information, I surrendered  myself by the first two lines, but I just kept quiet. My, oh, my, even during my darkest days, My Love; you somehow, *smiles to herself*  somehow  manage to make me fall in love with you even more.

With love,

Natasha A. Juan

Saturday, January 30, 2010

The Arrow That Hit Me

"I was indeed a small target. But somehow, he managed to aim through my heart. "

























With love,
Natasha Juan

Friday, January 29, 2010

While You Were Sleeping

This was what Lucy said to Peter who was is a coma in a hospital:



















Do you believe in love?
Nah, I bet you don't,
You're probably too sensible for that.
Or,have you ever like seen someone
And you know that if only
That person really knew you,
They'd of course dump the perfect model
They were with and realize that you are
The one they want to grow old with?
Have you ever fallen in love
With someone you've never even talked to?
Have you ever been so alone
You spent the night confusing a guy in a coma?

Thursday, January 28, 2010

27.01.10

"Most men will blame others for their downfall. A wise man however, will take it as an opportunity for improvement."- Natasha A.Juan-









Tuesday, January 26, 2010

26.01.10

"Yes, indeed love is blind. But, do not forget that you still are left with other senses. Your ears (to listen), your mouth (to seek for answers), your hands (to touch) and most importantly; your heart (to feel)...use them, wisely."
-Natasha A. Juan-
























ps: You can quote me. =)