Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Thursday, March 31, 2016
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Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Let It Go
Hey you,
So I have finally let go of my Playstation 3. Not just cause the PS4 is now out but, I feel like it has been sitting beside my flatscreen acting like a vase instead of living up to its name as a game console. Sold it off to a dear friend.
Okay, I lied. The main reason why I wanted to sell it off was because of the PS4. Then realized might as well use the money for an iPhone 5s. Heard some rumors that iPhone 6 is coming out later this year. And since my iPhone 4 is still in good condition, might as well just wait. Wait for what? For the rocket to come. Just kidding... nah, it just got too complicated I decided to f*ck it all and just save up the money for a rainy day.
Thank goodness for todays battle did not require a hard fight.
On a heavier note, it has been 8 weeks that I am without Jackie in my life. I had a dream just the other night of me walking her just like we normally do. Her leash slipped through my fingers, she walked ahead of me, I tried to keep up, I told her to slow down, she did not listen, she seemed determined to just reach to whatever is ahead of her and there I was chasing her frantically and in the end all I could do was helplessly watch as she disappeared from my sight.
I woke up crying, and bawled my eyes even more after out realizing that it wasn't just a dream. She. Is. Gone.
FACT.
Never from my mind, heart and soul but I can't touch her, cuddle her, or see her ever again. (this little piggy cried wee-wee all the way home)
Oh Jackie, I have missed you so... I'll cry, be cranky whenever I miss you but I promise at the end of the day I'll SUCK IT UP. Plus, when things don't go my way, I've always got this little reminder; be better NOT bitter.
Much love,
So I have finally let go of my Playstation 3. Not just cause the PS4 is now out but, I feel like it has been sitting beside my flatscreen acting like a vase instead of living up to its name as a game console. Sold it off to a dear friend.
Okay, I lied. The main reason why I wanted to sell it off was because of the PS4. Then realized might as well use the money for an iPhone 5s. Heard some rumors that iPhone 6 is coming out later this year. And since my iPhone 4 is still in good condition, might as well just wait. Wait for what? For the rocket to come. Just kidding... nah, it just got too complicated I decided to f*ck it all and just save up the money for a rainy day.
Thank goodness for todays battle did not require a hard fight.
On a heavier note, it has been 8 weeks that I am without Jackie in my life. I had a dream just the other night of me walking her just like we normally do. Her leash slipped through my fingers, she walked ahead of me, I tried to keep up, I told her to slow down, she did not listen, she seemed determined to just reach to whatever is ahead of her and there I was chasing her frantically and in the end all I could do was helplessly watch as she disappeared from my sight.
I woke up crying, and bawled my eyes even more after out realizing that it wasn't just a dream. She. Is. Gone.
FACT.
Never from my mind, heart and soul but I can't touch her, cuddle her, or see her ever again. (this little piggy cried wee-wee all the way home)
Oh Jackie, I have missed you so... I'll cry, be cranky whenever I miss you but I promise at the end of the day I'll SUCK IT UP. Plus, when things don't go my way, I've always got this little reminder; be better NOT bitter.
Much love,
Monday, December 16, 2013
The Final
The final wag, the final kiss...
My sweetie pie, you will forever be missed.
Constant love was what you gave,
So much happiness we received.
Such a tiny dog you are,
The greatest heart you carried with ya,
You touched our lives in so many ways.
Which makes it even harder to say bye-bye.
It is 10 days before Christmas, and 15 days before my birthday.
And sneaky you left me an early present; the endless hugs, kisses, tail wags and unconditional love which for sure will last my entire life time, Christmas and birthdays to come.
You are the greatest gift of all.
Merry Christmas, sweetie pie... and thank you.
Mummy misses you and loves you, so much.
#RIPJackie 1998- 15th December 2013
Little One
Our beloved Jackie passed away peacefully in her sleep yesterday morning. She was my bestfriend, my soulmate, and my 'daughter'. I know you hate to see me cry, you always rub your paws on me and look so concern every time that I do. And thinking of moments like these makes me burst into tears. I love you Jackie, so much, so, so much. #RIPJackie
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
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