Spiderwebs

Hey you,


Forgive me for not posting as much as before. What happened you may asked? Work happened. In a good way. I promise to keep you updated. Soon.

I'm in love and always will be. I'm just a tad busy.



Much love,
Natasha A. Juan

Feelings

My feelings woke me up in the middle of the night.




XOXO
Natasha A. Juan

Here With The Now, Gone With The Then

Hey you,

It seems as if my life revolves around work nowadays. As absurd as this may sound I find that 'work' keeps me sane. Have I changed? Some might think so. I was once the one who spoke ever so fondly of love. I never gotten out of it but I guess some little traits of it have change. As days go by and my head wandering up further and further into clouds, I feel a tinge of emptiness.

No, this does not mean I haven't had joy. I had tonnes. In a daily basis in fact.

People, as easy as they come and go whether you may like it or not, leave little trails inside of you. The good, the bad and the cherished. *Sigh*

There's love and then there is romance. Two of which I need in a relationship. The best part about the early stages of love is the mystery. Take that out, and basically you're left with nothing. Nothing but good ol' love. So how do I, we, you, me keep that spark alive? I have no frickin' idea. I have no frickin' idea. I have no frickin' idea.

But do have a thought. Which is carry on a day at time, and hope with all my might that I one day will be answered. Not by quotes, not just by previous experience and most definitely not 'just' by prayers.

Til' then, maybe not tomorrow, not the day after or even next week, but til' that day comes, I'll keep you posted.


Your confused but always in love writer,
Natasha A. Juan



*This dusty post has been in my draft for a few months back. Just felt like posting it up for sentimental-emotional-value (does it even make sense?).

Pride and Prejudice

I'll trade my pride with love.

Any given day.

Any given day.






Love,
Natasha A. Juan

These Are A Few Of My Favorite Things

Hello,

Gosh. I miss a whole lot of people. I miss a whole lot of things that I love doing. Don't get me wrong. I am pretty happy at where I am at. I got a job now which I love as well, and yeah, that pretty much takes up most of my time. But yeah, I do miss my hobby. I miss these:

I miss capturing these.  I took all these last year with my trusty Olympus. And I really miss doing so.

WORLD, HOLD ON.

I need times like these again. I miss spending time with my 'baby'.


Not to worry, in time I'll find time to hold my 'baby' once again. Sooner. Later.  Eventually. In time.



I'll be back. *Robocop style*

:)


Much love,
Natasha A. Juan

You Have Other Senses

Uncertainties fills up the grey clouds in my mind,
Somehow making my eyes go blind.
So today I decided to close my eyes,
And just see the world using my heart.


We live in a beautiful world.

*smiley face*



Much love,
Natasha A. Juan

My Beating Heart

Things change, emotions change, people change, situations change.
But that doesn't matter to me.
I don't need to know your name.
I don't want to know your name.
I want to know your heart.
Your heart.
For mine to know.
For mine to feel.
For mine to beat along to.


Much love,
Natasha A. Juan

Halfway Through This Year

So far through this 2011, 

I HAVE BEEN

Good to know I'm very much alive.

Oh, here's a beautiful song just for YOU.



Much love,

Luna Strikes Back

Hey you,

I have lost all sense of creativity it seems. So many things have happened around me and I have no idea where to start. I know I have promised an update. So here it is.

My life revolves around work nowadays. I don't think I even have time for myself. I haven't touched my camera for a very long time, nor have I even have time to gaze at the night sky like I used to. Busy. But to be honest, I love where I am at right now. Working keeps me sane, especially when my work involves going places, meeting people and best of all, TALK, and not to forget I have amazing people as my colleagues, I KID YOU NOT.

Mmkay. Enough of 'work'.

*On an unrelated note*

Luna is simply gorgeous tonight. It's been awhile since we gazed at each other. These few days she has shone ever so brightly down upon me. :D

Whoops, I gotta go. I'll catch you very, very soon. Be good okay? Remember to smile always, laugh your heart out, and love all the time.

LOVE NEVER FAILS.

Even in between raging wars, love is there.



Catch you soon,
Natasha A. Juan

Carpe Diem

Hey you,


Everybody dies, but not everyone gets to live. Treat everyday like your last. Do your best, laugh your heart out, learn as much as you can, and most of all; love all that is around you.



Lot's of love,
Natasha A. Juan

Gimme A HIGH 5

I see humor in just about every single thing in life, always for the right reasons, just not usually at the right situations.

No.

No.

And NO.

I AM NOT on drugs.

I'm just really 'high' on LIFE.

Laughter is a tranquillizer with no side effects.

I promise..

2011, I laugh you very much. :)



Love,
Natasha A. Juan

I Would Love To Share

Hey you,

I have been busy with life so please, pardon me for not posting as much as before. As soon as I do have time I would gladly do so. Then again, from the bottom of my heart I thank you, for viewing. I have a lot to update,  you on, but, in time aight?

Do what makes you happy, be with who makes you smile, laugh as much as you breathe, and love as long as you live.






You know I love you.




Natasha A. Juan

Bring It On

Hey you,

It's been awhile since I wrote. Life has been super kind to me as always, they'll be occasional rain and shine but alls good. I'm pretty much blessed. Other than that work has been filling my time as well. I love work. And I'm not even being sarcastic about it.

I am surrounded by awesome people. Human angels as I love to refer them as, even at my workplace, everyone is just so awesome. Okay, I am blabbering too much now, so here.. let me fill you up with my dosage of love.

Love.

The word which is so 'overatedly' (<---is there even such a word?) used nowadays....

Eh? Okay,  I apologize. I have just lost my train of thought out of a sudden. I'll get back to you soon.

For now here's The Sex song.. ;)








Make love, not war.


Love always,
Natasha A. Juan

This Year

I must think less, do more, talk less, listen more, cry less, laugh more, party less, eat more, expect less, appreciate more, feel less, rationalize more, argue less, love more.










Happy New Year beautiful people!








Love,
Natasha A. Juan

In The Name Of Love

In My Head

I go to sleep with your image in my head.



When I wake up;



It's still there.