So I have finally let go of my Playstation 3. Not just cause the PS4 is now out but, I feel like it has been sitting beside my flatscreen acting like a vase instead of living up to its name as a game console. Sold it off to a dear friend.
Okay, I lied. The main reason why I wanted to sell it off was because of the PS4. Then realized might as well use the money for an iPhone 5s. Heard some rumors that iPhone 6 is coming out later this year. And since my iPhone 4 is still in good condition, might as well just wait. Wait for what? For the rocket to come. Just kidding... nah, it just got too complicated I decided to f*ck it all and just save up the money for a rainy day.
Thank goodness for todays battle did not require a hard fight.
On a heavier note, it has been 8 weeks that I am without Jackie in my life. I had a dream just the other night of me walking her just like we normally do. Her leash slipped through my fingers, she walked ahead of me, I tried to keep up, I told her to slow down, she did not listen, she seemed determined to just reach to whatever is ahead of her and there I was chasing her frantically and in the end all I could do was helplessly watch as she disappeared from my sight.
I woke up crying, and bawled my eyes even more after out realizing that it wasn't just a dream. She. Is. Gone.
FACT.
Never from my mind, heart and soul but I can't touch her, cuddle her, or see her ever again. (this little piggy cried wee-wee all the way home)
Oh Jackie, I have missed you so... I'll cry, be cranky whenever I miss you but I promise at the end of the day I'll SUCK IT UP. Plus, when things don't go my way, I've always got this little reminder; be better NOT bitter.
Much love,
