Merry Christmas!!!!

Finally got my PC fixed... was without it for 2 days...hehehe...will update later...til then, have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!!

Dain Bramaged. I sold my brain in E-bay

It has been raining like cats and dogs in Kuching. As promised to dad, I would help water jet the porch's surface of my grandma's place. I woke up at 9am to be able to do this task. Hehe. Brought my anak kesayangan which is my doggie, Jackie along to meet my lovable and a cute-as-a-button grandma; who is 90 years young. Yup, Jackie loves her grannie; showering her with licks and wags as soon as she ran out of the car.


Below is what a water jet looks like :

As you guys can see, in the above photo it looks new. But the one im using looks more ancient. I used it for my house a few days ago and it was fine. To make this water jet thingy to work is suppose to be easy.MAKE SURE YOU ONLY DO IT OUTDOORS. Like what the salesman probably said "Can clean and wasss (wash) floor eeejii (easy) wannn...Nawww (No) plablem (problem)...But u seeeeeeee...ah...(pls read this part carefully) u have to use a hose that is already connected to the water pipe to connect it to the connector of the water jet machine. If connected properly; turn on the tap...press the ON button on the machine...and it should work and you're all set to shoot away (the floors i mean). But haaaaaa......this timeee ah.....I turned on the tap..switched on the button; there's water coming out from the tap instead. NOOOO!!!....its not suppose to be that way..Its suppose to come out from the nozzle of the gun. Still don't understand??Scroll up, take a look at the picture than go back here...Okay so it has been a bad day i'll just summarize up what happened; it'll be too long to read and might bore you to death. Here's what happened:

• the hose was not properly connected to the tap. the hose was abit too large. drove all the way back home to BDC to take the hose that fits, from my house. From Tabuan Jaya to BDC not that far, but the traffic at that time was having PMS.
• got the hose from home; attached it to the water pipe. turned on water, switched on water jet. Yay, can be used!!!
• Dad wanted to move the water jet nearer to me; so it would be easier. Don't know what he did.the connecter to the water jet broke...as in patah la.
• went to hardware store bought new connector. fixed it. turn on the tap. the tap went berserk and cannot be turned off. Turned OFF the main water supply..the ones near the drains outside of your house.
  
• go hardware store again...buy 'palak paip'. fixed it. everything was suppose to be fine after that.
• RAINED HEAVILY.
  
• We (my aunt Doris, Dad & I) refuse to admit defeat to the rain. So we wore funny old school jackets, you know those tracksuit jackets?? (grandma's place ba..you'd think i cud find something hip??) and petani hats. Aren't we cool -.-".
• manage to clean the drains and car porch squeaky clean.no more fungus amongus and mold.was about to clean the other side of the porch...semangat kobar-kobar; hoping i cud finish everything 2day as I have 2 weddings to attend in 1 weekend.
• the water jet's hose (not the main hose) was punctured. 3 holes.
  

I gave in. Looked up and smiled.Raised my petani head and wave (as if its a white flag), hoping i'll have better luck tommorow. God indeed has an amazing sense of humor. :)

Hey ho...

Finallyy...done with my final paper....TAAADDAAAAAAHH!!!Hello holidays!!!....Sukkkk gila babboon aih!!. My last paper today was Copywriting for The Media... studied at the very last minute as usual. When I had the question paper in hand I felt tonnes of guilt and regression for not studying. I manage to answer all the questions but I don't think that was the best I could have done.
On the other hand for those who are on the holiday mood which; personally i love Christmas moods the most. I am raising up my hand to indicate that I am joining the Xmas spirit along with you. I wish to do some Christmas shopping by this week...I just love the Christmas spirit in malls, the fancy lightings, decorated Christmas trees and all the Xmas songs.....eeeeee sooooo nice the feeeling.....

Ok i got to go now...I promised to water jet my nenek house's porch first thing in the morning... I had a terrible backache the last time i did at my place. But it's okay..I'm fully equipped now..I have Ammeltz Yoko Yoko as my Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah. For those of you who dont have a clue what the Ammeltz thingy is; directly from the packaging it says: "MELEGAKAN PENYAKIT LENGUH- LENGUH & SAKIT URAT SARAF" which translated in English means, "FOR STIFF SHOULDERS AND MUSCLE ACHES"..hehehe...but this thingymajiggy really works wonders. So til then, do smile even on your darkest days and be thankful that you are alive this very moment. =)

Just another day...

Its 01.16 am now... And I have Copywriting exam in 8 hours... 6 hours before this i had my editing exam. Haiz...no room to even breathe, cannot celebrate at least a day or two without studying. It (the exam) just had to be in 2 consecutive days...yeeshh... Anyways talking about it wouldnt improve my grades anyways.. I'll just put it aside for awhile and talk about the good stuff that happened today which includes; finished one paper...one more to go...kira kurang beban sikit la... had dinner at The Manhattan Fish Market, Spring (had too much of Secret Recipe's)...That was delish.. and I was in love with the butter garlic mussels.., got a new pair of sandals... and thats about it...but it was a happy day tho...Eh, eh... im not satisfied la...since the good things that happened today sikit gilak (short)...i tell you guys also good stuff that made my day previously...haha...boleh la...heheh

Things that had made my day today, yesterday and the day before yesterday:

1. got new sandals
2. full stomach (i love to eat)
3. one exam paper down
4. put up the christmas tree =) (got to spent time with dad )
5. tembak the cement floors of the porch and house compound with the water jet
(made dad happy)
6. brought my dog Jackie for a walk at the park; had neglected her for days...
made her so happy..)

ok, this freakin list is still short... im too lazy to think now... anyways, as u can see in the past few days i've; i got to please my dog and my dad..the two most important people (i see my dog equally as a person) in my life. The reward?? The happy faces and huge number of wags and dog licks, which are priceless. This leaves me sooooo happy...=)

Train of Thoughts

It's been awhile. "Pejam celik, pejam celik", its already December. I love December, cause Christmas is on December, college hols is on December (only for a week tho, nothing really to brag about..but still..hehehe), New Years Eve is on December and so is my birthday. Yay! The downside?? My freakin' final's next week. Bah! Anyways there's still many, many reasons I look forward to this month.. And after that, there's next year.
Funny thing about a new year is that we always tend to be overly ambitious with the new year's resolution...hahahahaha..."2009: This year I wan to achieve this and that, be this and that", funnily enough im speaking of my self and definately a few others and tend to bring my 'cita- cita and harapan yang tinggi belaka' until the next following year. That's all for now... my mind is twisted right now and i can't seem to know what else to say. Until then, *PEACE*LOVE*ROCK*!!!.

There's the stars... and then u came along...

It used to be just me and my gorgeous blanket of stars.
Now that you're in my life;
There's you, me and our gorgeous blanket of stars.

by Headhuntress

Something i found in Blogthings.com

What Natasha Juan means:

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

Headhuntress-"So far so good ... hrmm..."

Thoughts back then...

25.05.05

The pain i have lived upon,
Shall never be forgotten.
The days that i've been thru,
will never be unsaid.
All the tantrums that has been thrown,
will be a reliving memory.
Only I shall honour,
all the regressions that i've been through.
All will remain a history;
and this day shall be forever left behind.

Q's and A's

1. Define sexy?
- Confidence and charisma. Such a turn on.

2. You know you're in love when...
- I can't seem to get enough of him and ,my thoughts are filled him.

3. What do you do first thing in the morning?
- Wake up.

4. What was for breakfast?
- Today? Baked beans and scrambled eggs...yumm

5. What drives you crazy?
- When I don't have to say anything to my lover but he knows what im thinking of or what i want.

6. Beer or liquor?
- Beer.

7. Picnic by the beach or waterfall?
- Beach.

8. Your favourite accessory your partner wears?
- His smile.

9. Finish this sentence; You love it when...
- He pulls me close towards his body when he kisses and hugs me.

10. When is the last time he got you something?
- Now. He gave me love.

Note: Hehe...Had some free time so I answered some questions I found at Friendster's bulletin board.

Thank You

Insomnia???

Its 6 in the morning..You might ask what the hell am I doing up so early....
Haha...Well...I don't wake up at 6 am. The reason is that....I haven't slept yet..
Can't sleep...Man..Tho my brain is telling me to shut down now.. My dog Jackie is at
foot of my bed..enjoying her sleep...The sound of birds chirping now outside my
window; use to love it. Now it constantly reminds me that i haven't at all slept and it
tends to be rather annoying....Well......talk later............MUST get some sleep.. ...must.........get..some...............sleep.............must........sleeeeeeeeeeeeep..............~

Me Versus Ego

The thought of me being single was great..

I did enjoy it...

The idea of me being single for a year..

Very intriguing..

Then someone came up to me..

Wanting to be in my life.

I said no...no..NO...

NO.

He did not force his way into my heart...but,

My heart said yes, my ego said no.

Then i realized....

I could not live my life just based on ideas..

I had to live it.

Forcing my way into being single,

would'nt at all guarantee my happiness.

The thing is...

You cannot force youself to love,

That's why its called falling in love.....

You just fall...

And I did.

This was by far one of the best decisions

I have ever made.

Yet.

L.O.V.E – The way I see it.

It takes a second to fall in love, months or years to fall out of it. But ‘til today, I’ve yet to understand it. I have been through it. But how do I know that LOVE is really what I was feeling?

My first love was short lived but the wound took forever to heal, longer than the relationship itself, but I am very proud I survived. Although I survived, unfortunately it affected those whom I finally let in my life. I was scared. The bad memories still haunts me to this very day. I am not proud of what I am going to say next but, because of this one person that broke my heart, I broke plenty of other hearts.

Here are my reasons; my first love gave me the best experiences I ever had. It’s hard to forget him because everything I did with him was the first. He was the first who made me feel that nothing else matters as long as I had him in my arms. It didn’t matter if we were stranded in the middle of no where with absolutely any way on how to head back. For me it didn’t matter because in my eyes he was my knight and I would be safe with him no matter what. He was also the first that made me feel that he loved everything about me. Just the way I am. He was also the first in my life who said that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. I was 17, in love and when he said he was going to marry me one day, I fell for it, hard.

Fast forwarding through, he had to study abroad. We promise to be faithful but we were too far apart from each other. Our love got bitter and we drifted apart. I guess it happens when you are so used to having your significant other beside you when you’re down and troubled and suddenly it’s not that reachable anymore. The best way to put it, we just drifted apart or was it distance that took our love away?

It took me 3 years to completely let it go. Others did come in my life. As easy as they waltz in my life, it was as simple as I let them waltz out. I broke a lot of hearts. It is me to blame, Should I have just cling on to the one that loves me without having to love him back? Must I throw away my happiness or what it takes to be my happiness to spare the others unhappiness? Can some one be happy if he’s an obstacle to another’s happiness? Maybe it’s not what I want from a person. It’s who I want it coming from. For me I’d just want the person to love me as much as I love him. I have never yet seen a perfect relationship, but I have had experience that there is a perfect love one for you and it is a wonderful feeling, knock yourself out once it arrives. : )