Put Your Arms Around Your Love

I am still alive.

I just have been busy living my life.


I am currently in Bintulu. Enjoying each and every second with the love of my life. All my troubles seem to twists into smoke and vanish when he's with me.


I'll do some brainstorming and get back to blogging once I get back to Kuching.


He's curled up next to me, smiling as he sleeps, hugging me tight and keeping me warm; hoping to ease this period cramp of mine.


Will talk soon, I want to help him paint his bedroom in the morn.




With love,
Natasha A. Juan

A Mental Note For A Lover

I miss you.

Loving you from a distance,
Natasha A. Juan

The Expendables Hath Tickled My Funny

I watched this movie yesterday:
                                                   

It has been said that The Expendables is:



And so they say. My personal opinion? The only thing that I like about this movie is/ was:



Yes. Him.

Aside from the All Star cast in this movie there was nothing memorable about it. Yes, it is full blown action packed, explosives here and there, knifes and weapons it is a pretty much predictable movie. Nothing pretty much goes wrong in the movie. Maybe its just me or was it Sylvester Stallone? Haha. (excuse me, while I snicker).

Every time I see Sylvester Stallone I felt like laughing/ laughed. I laughed when he ran, I laughed when he smiled and I laughed when he cried (on other encounters when I saw his face, popcorn got shot out from my nose). Maybe it was the botox or face-lift or what ever surgeries Hollywood surgeons practiced on him ( I guess thats why its called practice). I just could not take him seriously.

I would like to say the same goes for Mr. Terry Crews. He was Hale Caesar in the movie who happens to be a weapon specialist. He wasn't too shabby in this movie, not as bad as Sylvester but it was hard for me to take him seriously as well. Maybe it was because of this:

In a split second I recall Mr. Crews singing Vanessa Carlton's, A Thousand Miles in the White Chick.

Then, there is Jet Li. Who is named Yin Yang in this movie. Cliche much? Well we all know Jet Li knows how to fight well. In this movie he was made fun of his height. And his fights? Nothing we haven't seen him do. He did not fly. I want to see him fly. Why didn't he fly. Please tell me why? (Sorry couldn't help it, it rhymed.)

I realized that I somehow dropped my jaw a couple of times halfway throughout the movie. Then I realized it was just the sound effects.

Okay, okay, I guess I'm not giving much credit to the movie or it's all-stars. I'm too much of an imaginative person, I know, I know. It is out of my control. Do watch it though, I must say it is somehow an entertaining movie.

Why didn't I mention the other stars such as Stone Cold Steve Austin (grabs 2 cans of beer and slams it against each other, but nothing happens), Mickey Rourke, Eric Roberts and bla bla bla, (oh, there was one funny eared guy but I don't know who he is) is simply because I am lazy and I don't feel like copy and pasting from Wikipedia.


Thank you for viewing.


Have a nice day.





Lot's of love,
Natasha A. Juan






                                                                                                      

Freedom Of Expression

I have a graphic mind. What ever you say to me will develop mental pictures. Watch your mouth. I'll watch mine.







Love,
Natasha A. Juan

My Loving Ghost

We had a fine dinner. Lit candles, classical jazz, beautiful flowers adorning the table. He cooked great dinner I must say. I felt a little embarrassed, as a lady; and still could not cook half as well as he did. I gazed at him unintentionally. Every time I tried not to look at him I failed miserably. The way he looked, his posture, his voice; he had so much love in his voice. He had a handsome face, and he was an exquisite dancer. I am a person who talks a lot, and I could see the sincerity in his eyes and attentiveness that he was actually listening. 

For a mere moment, there was silence. I could not express my feelings in words. He just looked at me with those glisten in his eyes. He had the most intense eyes yet soothing. He held my hands, filling up the spaces between my fingers with his. I felt the warmth. Suddenly I felt all trembly, I felt like crying but my ego said no. He smiled, and planted a kiss on my cheek. He whispered, "I love you, I will be back. Don't you dare go anywhere". I opened my eyes slowly and he was gone. I smiled to myself and went back to sleep, hoping that tonight, this ghost will stay much longer.

Love always,

Natasha A. Juan

Replay

Some people may tend to hate you if you seem perfect. Some may question your honesty if you are being nice. Some tend to step all over you when you are too humble. Some tend to to say something, even when you have said nothing. Most of the times people tend to remember a mistake a person has done but the rest of the good things remains unsaid.

But that's what is so amazing about life.

What ever that has happened today, may replay itself again tomorrow or turn it the other way round.

(This entry is taken from my personal journal dated 12th January 2005.)

Love always,

Natasha A. Juan

I Want To Spend My Lifetime Loving You

I was tearing up and smiling like a total idiot while admiring these photos.


I am a sucker when it comes to LOVE.


:D





Love always,
Natasha A. Juan