The Ghost Of You

The skies are bleaker than ever. Tonight my Luna would not even pay me a visit. I wonder why. Where could she possibly have gone to? Not even her friends are out to play. Drowned in my own silence, I start to think of "him". His ghost is everywhere. Have I lost my mind? How possible it was for me to start imagining things. As I recalled these past 3 days, the skies kept on weeping, thus leaving me feeling melancholic, and rather somber. My life is no melodrama; there is no need for exaggerations and involving stereotypical characters in it. But why oh why, am I having this uneasy feeling. I could not possibly be sad. No. I am rather quite the opposite. I am actually quite content with everything in my life. Could I possibly be lonely? Nah, I must be out of my mind to even be capable of thinking that as a possibility. I am in love and beautifully loved by "him". Looking back, yesterday I was in my best mood; singing and humming to Julie London, dancing and prancing whenever I felt like doing so. "What troubles you, love?" he kindly asks today, seeing I was not my usual chirpy self. There was none, (problem/ trouble) really, that I could think of to feed his curiosity. Ah, never mind, never mind, never mind. Maybe my life is melodramatic after all.

On a lighter note, do enjoy this:

This song has been stuck in my head for days, aside from Julie London's,"Fly Me to the Moon. "I Can't Smile Without You by Barry Manilow. I was out one night on a Karaoke season with "Him" and my best friend, J. It was the night of my birthday, right after a splendid dinner. All three of us belted out to this song, and I could not stop humming to this ever since. I brutally enjoy Metal but believe me, I do appreciate and love the Classics.

With Love,
Natasha A. Juan