I Hate Goodbyes

I hate seeing you leave.




A house ain't no home without you.




But we both have responsibilities. We'll get there  We are getting there.

N: "If one day we have a house, can we fill it with chocolates"?

A: "No, my love."

N: "Aaa?"

A: "It's not 'IF'. It's 'WHEN'.

N: *grinning from ear to ear*

There were flowers growing in my insides, the day you said that.





Today, it had turned into a garden.




I miss you.





Have you ever felt like breaking down, but at the same time convinced yourself not to? Well, it happened to me  today. Just as I was instructing my brain to be the strong minded Natasha after bidding farewell (isk, isk), each and every sad song goes on air. I was multitasking the wheel, trying to sip my iced coffee and pressing on random channel buttons; hoping to tame my already disoriented mind. But NO. One sad love song after another. I felt so pathetic that I actually laughed at myself.


"Why do birds suddenly appear, every-time you are near. Just like me, were meant to be close to you..."


What the ..?


That's it. Time for SOULFLY.


Don't get me wrong I love 'The Carpenters'. Just not when I am already feeling 'love sick'.


Okay, that's about it for this entry of mine. Sorry for wasting your time. I am going to continue to run in circles and chase after my own tail now. *wagging my tail*arrrfff*






With love,
Natasha A. Juan